Stress?

Sometimes it seems like everything piles up on you, and you can't see the light. I miss Bradley, and feel like he is avoiding me for some reason. I know in my heart he isn't, but this is so hard. I guess I am feeling sorry for myself. It sucks not being able to talk to him whenever I want. It sucks not knowing what is going on, or how he is feeling. It just plain sucks not having him home still. I am missing my best friend I guess. I think I need a project to keep me busy. I have many started, maybe I need to finish them. haha! I think I will do something to keep me busy. I miss my Bradley. Take care of you baby!